Friday, December 16, 2011

Ex bf problem and friends problem. please help. ill do anything?

Im 13. This Guy added me on facebook. we had 200 mutual friends his profile pictue was so ugly. he went to my school. He was a year older. he sytrated talking to me and kept txting me i got annoyed but whatever. I didnt really know him. His face was familiar though. He asked me to be his secret girlfriend I agreed. We broke up the next day. me and my friends would always make fun of his profile picture and his way wit words. He asked me out a week later I said yea. Tha night I had a dream we were sitting toegther snugling and holidng hands. A week after i met up with him. He was sooooo HOT! he looked exactly like he was in my dream. he didnt talk. he was soo shy! my friend told me not to talk to freaks so pulled me away when i turned around he was wlaking away. We texted our feeling and got back together. We went out for dinner. Than walked in the dark. I got to know him so well. We mae plans the day after he had so much to say. We fell inlove wed hold hands and snuggle (just lk in my dream). One day I was with my friends and he kised me on the cheack. theybtold me i was moving too fast. We had an agreement to stay prude til Sophmore year. But i kissed him anyway. My friends found out and arent alowd to talk to me. i didnt care cause i still had him. One day he told me his friends hate me so he wanted to be secretly dating. I said fine. It was hard to hangout, so we didnt. I decided to breakup with hmimbecause it want wrking out. We talked after. A month after i decided to ignore him cause i wanted to get over him. He would keep texting me "wsp" after 10"wsps" he told me he lovd me i told him i love him back. The next day he was with his freiends so started to be rude when he texte dme i said fine dont taalk to me. i found out all my old friernds love him and he went out with 2 of them. I forgave hima nd now we talk once in a while. He told me old best friends that are now my enemie that he hates my guts and regret going out with me i asked him if its true he denyed ever saying that. I forgave him but i still blieve he said it. i still love him. last week he told me i love yu. than the next day we were talking he told me why everyone thinks we madeout i sed idk i told him he was my greeneyed lover he told me he only wnats to be frends and he said he ment "i love you" as a friend i told him no he didnt and he cant just change his mind. my friend told me to tell him that i like him as a friend too so i sed "ha! i like you just as a friend too" than he said "i love you rit u think u can control me but you cant ok" i got so confused but understood he was playing with my head again i told him enough with lying ad chnaging your mind he sed "u never say anything sweet or nice that why poeple hate u" he crushed me. i told him i didnt want everything to get to peresonal so i told him bye. in school my friend told me he told her he hates me and that shes dating him. i know she was kidding bout the dating part to make me jelus but i knew the hating part wa strue 2 hours ago he texted me "wsp" i sed "im a btsh and u hate me" he sed "stfu i nvr called u a btsh" i sed "bye. dont start" than an hour after he texted me "wsp" i ignored him he kept saying "wat did i do wrong" than i told him they hes telling people you hate me hes lke "wtf r u saying" than i told him "karol told me you hate me and that your dating her" hes like "yea im dating her" I CRYED FOR 10 hours because me and her were friends. in school i found out they were both liing about dating to make me jeolous. she caims "they broke up" bt i got the truth from one of her best friends. they just told me to make me jelous. noone like sme cause i kissed him. and everytime i tak to my old best friends they roll there eyes and start telling secrets. the all laugh. and i feel crushed. and that girl posted all ver fb "he told me im hotter than you ....i got him now" and i felt so embrssed. and he txts me once in a while "wsp" but i igor him. and i lost everything. my friends parents think im bad so they dont let them be frienmds with me. and they dont even wanna be friends with me. i lost my guy friends. and i lost the love of my life. theres nothing i can do. PLEASE HELP

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